oosh.

bye(:

2007-08-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

Yes, I know that I'm really really fickle and change my mind about things really often, so after you read this post feel free to kick my butt or whatever. But don't relink me.

I'm moving again! Haha. But I'm making sure that it'll be for invited readers only. Not that I'm gonna update that often, but yeah. But do note that I'm not trying to be exclusive or secretive or whatever. And I'm not saying this in a stuck-up way or anything, but if you think you want to read my blog, then just drop me a message, but sorry if I say 'no'. Cos I might if I we barely know each other. But of course I'll tell you in a nice way.

So anyway I'll be leaving this here, with this not-so-nice skin.(: 'Till whenever.

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2007-08-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

Decided to do some random quiz thing.

First thing that comes to your mind when you hear the word...

End
Start!

Hide
Boo

Figure
Math.

Gone
Pond. (It rhymes, ok!)

Game
Sudoku(:

Insane
Yes?

Double
Pop. (Even I don't know why.)

Heart
Beat

Change
Immediate?

Many
Too

Incomplete
Homework.

Demanding
*smack*

Bright
Shiny!

Grace
Cross.

poooooooooot.

2007-07-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hello(: Through this Sunday I've been taught this valuable lesson. Oh, by God, of course. Sometimes you are put in situations where you'll learn. Today I experienced one of those situations. So read on if you wanna, but feel free to just ignore this entire post if it isn't really your thing.

Anyway, the key thing that God taught me was forgiveness. I got kind of annoyed/pissed off sometime within the span of today at a certain group of people. The details aren't important to know, just the lesson behind it. But looking back, I think I might have overreacted a bit, but then again any other girl would have too, given the situation and things done/said. And even though that is true, I'm determined to not let myself get that annoyed over something like that again.

I was just thinking about it and them, when I was reminded to forgive. Cos it's the right thing to do and not doing it would be stupid of me. So I went about searching for reasons to forgive them and trying to think of things that would sort of 'redeem' them. But that was when I realised that you don't forgive others cos of what they did, or whether they deserve it or not. You are simply just supposed to forgive. Afterall, we didn't deserve it when Jesus died for us and our sins.

So I was thinking that I'd forgive them cos God would want me to. But then deeper than that, I sort of knew that I have to forgive on my own accord and not cos I'm being 'forced' to by God. And so that's what I did, and I'm glad that I did do it(:

And so I'm locking away this whole thing (except for the lesson). It's gone and in the past, and hopefully no one will be able to follow the clues left in this post to find out what got me annoyed. Shenna, would probably be able to figure it out, though. And anyway below are some shoutouts, although some may never really be read by the person that they are intended for.

SHENNA; Jiejie(: I love you lots and lots and lots! Haha. You're just so awesome and thank you once again for listening to that short session of rants. Also know that you've got this very special place in my heart and are very precious to me, and it's not just cos of today(: As for your situation that both of us believe (not hope!) will get better, you can be sure that I'll be praying about it and for you and them everyday until the whole thing's resolved. And I mean it and will do it(: Hugs!

COLIN; And once again, happy early birthday by 265 days. I think it's quite funny that we spent about a year or so in church without even knowing of each other's existence until the end of last year's YM camp. But either way, you've still been such an awesome friend who's always so great to be around. Let's keep our friendship strong and make it stay this way, yeah? Cya this Wednesday(:

LYDIA; Hey love! Haha. Surprised to see your name up here? Well, don't be!(: I'm really looking forward to this year's operation metamorphosis! Serving alongside you and the rest of the team would be so superb and even though last year's was good already, I know that this year's is gonna be so much better and more powerful(: About those many busy things that you have to do, you're covered in my prayers. Love you and take care(:

VERA; Hihi! Just felt like leaving you a little shoutout as well. You're the closest person to me in class and the past 7 months or so with you this year have been so great. In fact, you're one of my closest friends in the whole entire school. Haha(: And yes I'll go scout for a good book series, then we'll be even, yup? Looking forward to the holidays already. See you around in school and I love you!(:

colin, this post is in existence cos of you(: you'd better feel flattered.

2007-07-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hello(:

I think I wanna change my blogskin already. Anyway, let's see what's been happening so far. Don't expect anything to be in chronological order, cos my mind's not working properly at the moment(:

On a first bad note, my chinese oral was today. And it was totally horrible! When it was my turn for silent reading, I glanced at the paper and began to read. And at the very second word I went 'What the heck is that?!' That should give you a brilliant idea of how good it went for me. I couldn't read a third of the words there and I don't think I did too well (duh.)

Had prayer on Wednesday, went quite well. Oh yeah and I must say a small thank you to Sean Lee for the 15 minute guitar lesson. Remind me on Saturday, yeah? Hahaha. It's never dull when he's around, that's for sure. (And no, Sean, that wasn't meant to dent your ego)

And I just remembered, today's actually a pretty 'exciting' day, if you can call it that. There was this talk after school and it was compulsory for CE (character education) reps to attend, so Vera and I stayed back. And after that I did project work with her. First was for the career guidance one where we interview Vera's dad's friend who works as a lawyer. Guess you could say that it was interesting(:

Haha and after that we went back to Vera's house to do the Prego sauce project. We made pizza and Vera's mom helped us get the ingredients while we were doing that interview thing. Our pizza wasn't half bad, actually. I think it went quite well(:

Alright, so I think that this post has been long enough. English oral tomorrow. It's bound to go much better than chinese, no? Haha of course it will.

She Is

2007-07-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

So here's updates from yesterday and today (Wed, Thu)

Wednesday:

Went for YM prayer today(: It was awesome, basically. I rushed down there to church after my chinese tuition which was right after school. And then there was dance practise in the evening which went pretty well too(:

Thursday:

I'll make the blog about today longer... After school I went to Plaza Singapura cos I needed to get stuff from Spotlight for tomorrow's home ec lesson. On my way there I saw someone who I thought looked a little like Bertrand, but I'm not too sure since I didn't get a better look. And then I said or rather thought something like 'God, if you really have a huge sense of humor I'd bump into even more church people'. Cos for me I think it's rare to bump into them at this area for some reason.

So anyway I did go to Spotlight and then I saw Serena there cos she was also looking for stuff for home ec. We also went to the bookstore and spent at least an hour there. Who knew you could spend that much time looking for books? Oh well. And then we went to this CD shop and Claire Wong and Julie came to us and said 'hi' cos they saw us from the opposite store. (And yes, Claire's back in Singapore for a while)

Then Serena and I went to Macs cos she wanted to see if they had milkshakes. And then suddenly there was an 'Oi, Melissa!' which came from either Sean Lee, Colin or Jarrold. Yes, I was sort of shocked that they were sitting there and then we shouted back and forth for a few seconds before Jarrold had the sense to shush us up.

And after that, I saw Brittany, Sylvia and Aisha come into Macs as well cos their choir practise had just ended. Said 'hi' of course. Gaius came into Macs after a few minutes (to meet Jarrold and the rest) and well I think we were both a bit surprised to see each other there.

My conclusion: God does have quite a sense of humor(:

i want my copy of eclipse. pleeease?

2007-07-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

Boo! I actually have no idea why I'm blogging right now cos I have nothing to blog much about anyway. Cos you sort of wanna say some things, but it's sometimes better not to put them out in public just like that. Hmm. I shall just deem this post as random things that I want to say. So if you don't feel like it, you don't have to look at the rest of the post(:

You know what? I'm sort of starting to see what she meant when she said that the people there are mostly fake. I didn't want to admit it, but looks like I do have to. Honestly, it's sad. But I won't give up. I'll keep praying about this. It's sort of fairly easy to figure out what I'm saying right now anyway...

And I just was reminded that on Saturday Shenna and Grace were saying that girls will usually have this phase where they act more bitchy and attention-seeking when they are around my age. This triggered a whole bunch of thoughts when I had free time. (But not in a bad way whatsoever) But Shenna said that my 'phase' was more of a quiet emo one, which I personally agree is true. I think it's cos I don't like or want to be mean or be all bitchy and stuff. So good people out there, don't taking any gossiping, negative words against others or accusations to me, ok? I wanna stay out of this ugly scene to the best of my ability.

And I think people may wonder what spurred this kind of post. Haha well, let's just say it was actually someone's blog that I read. I'll leave it as that(: And yeah, if you know me better and had actually observed more carefully (like Sarah Lin), you'd find that lots of thoughts go about in my head at a high speed. But as for now, I've broken my 10pm self-imposed rule and I still need to bathe.

So byebye!(: I promise the next post will be more happy.

bananas are yummy fruit.

2007-07-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

Haven't updated for some time, so I just thougt that I ought to(:

Saturday & Sunday:
Awesome as usual(: Of course it is when there's church and service and stuff. And someone remind me to wash Sarah Lin's green tank that she lent me so it'll dry in time for this weekend...

Monday:
School! Oh joy. Anyway the geog test was fine, I guess. But I got knocked on the head twice, both in the span of 40 mintues during PE. The first was by the cage which the basketballs were kept in and the second by the basketball itself. I'd vote the cage thing to be more painful, though. But it's no big deal - stuff like that happen to me routinely anyway, so I'd be more worried if I'd stop banging into stuff. [But Bel says it's cos I have one eye covered by my fringe. I think it's partially true] I have a bruise now on the top of my head(:

Tuesday:
Errrr. I can't remember.

Wednesday:
Had drama rehearsal(: The only other somewhat memoriable thing is that I finished reading New Moon [thanks again, Lizzie]. I shall be waiting earnestly for the last 2 books of the series when they come out.

Today:
Drama performance(: Which wasn't too bad. There's another one tomorrow and I realised that it's likely to be the last time we're gonna do our drama SYF piece. Sort of sad... Sort of.

Anyway, I think I'll go run off now to....... somewhere. Nah, probably will be staying put here in front of the computer for some time.

i am so awesome. not.

2007-07-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone, guess what?

I managed to go and cut my hair yesterday like I said I was going to. My hair looks so gorgeous now. And then I went to Starbucks and got my caramel frap and studied there for a long long time and covered many chapters of my geog textbook cos I found it so easy to concentrate.

Hah. I wish.

What really happened was that I left my house too late for a hair cut. So I went straight to Starbucks instead and orded a caramel frap. But I didn't stay there to study and walked from there to church without taking a bus cos I didn't feel like it. How smart am I?

Then I sat at this area somewhat outside the church building and studied there on the floor and only went into church when I saw a portion of a lizard. But even then I didn't end up studying much cos it was too much fun talking to Grace and Meredith. And playing around with/disturbing Sean. Did I mention that I didn't even get one chapter completely done? Awesome, I know(:

Ok, so moving on.

And I don't have much to say, really. So the post shall end here.

poooooot.

2007-07-05T16:26:00.000+08:00

hello(:

yay so the links have been updated. now my blog doenst seem so empty anymore. but i don't think i'm anywhere near done yet, so if you're not up there just drop me a line and i'll link you asap. for those who i've linked and tagged, you'd better link me(: i love you all.

uh huh. school was interesting today. and guess what? vera's starting to doze off more than me during lessons nowadays. and that's saying something already;) Haha. maybe it's my self-imposed rule of being ready for bed at 10 that's making me less sleepy throughout the day.

and during recess i was supposedly 2GY's best customer, according to min at least. haha even though i'm not in that class, i still love them and so spent quite a lot on their push-cart sale. well it was more cos laura n, min-wei and the rest wanted me to, cos they were all buying my class's snowglobes(: but they still had some pretty cool stuff.

and speaking of snowglobes, my dear fellow scgs students, don't be frightened when you see girls who are roughly 14 years old persuading you to buy snowglobes that are $12. that's just us, 2PE, and tell us that you want many snowglobes; one for your mom, one for dad, your cousin, your aunt, etcetc. that'll make us happy. and then again, here's a flawless solution to get us off your back:

just quickly buy/order a snowglobe from us. and then run away quickly.

we also got our science test paper back today. thankfully i got 41/60, which is about 68.2 if you put it over a hundred. it's not that a fantastic mark, but it was quite hard and i crammed the day before(: yeap, and i was really worried so i prayed extra hard for it. God always is good(: but i've learnt my lesson, of course: don't cram for tests last-minute.

alright, i think i'll be going off now. will be heading to church for music prac for pentecost friday, which is tomorrow, since it's friday [duh]. i'm still debating if i should go get a hair cut before practise or not. or i could just sit in starbucks and study with a caramel frap. i think i'll try and squeeze to do both(:

so i shall go now.

now...

2007-07-03T21:56:00.001+08:00

YAY! ok I got the skin up, but it's still a long way from done. I need to put in links! and lots of them(: So you lovely people out there, go out and spread my blog around to all those people who used to link me and more. thankyou=D And also if you're still linking my http://--eternal--flame--.blogspot.com/ one, you might wanna change that already, cos it's been deleted for a long long time, and so if you're still linking that one I infer that you don't come to my blog very much. Anyway.

And I think that my previous way of posting in my old blog(s) was pretty childish. Haaah. So I shall try to change that a bit, or so I say, at the very least. Yep. Now I shall think of something else to say so that this post won't be so pathetic and short.

OHoh. I was a bit retarded after drama today. Cassi showed Ranita and me this picture of Jecolia's dog on her phone. And since the dog was quite small in the picture and I didn't get a good look at it, I thought that the flower pots in the background were the dog's eyes. Retarded, eh? I know I'm blur. Hooray(:

I have this new self-imposed rule for myself. I shall be ready for bed by 10pm every night (except for Fridays to Sundays) so that I can do my QT and pray and then sleep so I'll get at least 7 hours of sleep before school and not risk falling asleep during class (which happened today. Just ask Vera, she'll say that I doze off really often cos its true). Unfortunately I'm breaking this self-imposed rule right now so I'd better be going.... soon. Yeah. Soon.

my blog has been revived. yay.

2007-07-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

Yup, the blog's been revived yet again(:

Well, it's cos I was reading this girl's blog and it just inspired me to start blogging again.

And so, beware! Muahahahaha.

Right after I get a decent skin up...